lets just start out by saying that the first time i wrote about you guys it didn't show how much i miss and love you. so here goes try number two. lets hope that even if i fail again, i fail even closer to the truth.
this post. if you haven't figured out, is about people. surprise surprise. i think i'm seeing a trend here. oh well. it's a way for me to let go. to get my feelings out. a way to let everyone know. even though i know that you don't read it.
this post is for my friends of the past. the friends of forever. this post is for kenzie and cait.
sometimes we don't realize how good we had it until things change. completely change.
i don't know if i realized up until now how much both of you mean to me. until it was almost too late. i hope it's not too late. i hope you will both still be around.
i love the times that i got to spend with both of you. with the four of us. or even five of us. when natalie decided she could be healthy enough to drive around and think of stupid things to do.
i love the times we actually decided to do things. like drive to salt lake for the day. and try to find highland drive. and then finally find it. everywhere we go. but only after we don't need to find it anymore. i love the list. i love when we finally get to check things off the list.
today was possibly the best day ever. in a long time. even though the time in the car was long and tiring. even though the weather couldn't make up it's mind. whether to be warm or cold. but who cares? it was all worth it. all worth it to see the friends of the past. that will hopefully be the friends of forever.
so even though one of you lives in a different state. even though one of you is engaged. keep in touch. keep me updated. it's not that hard. i hope it's worth it to both of you. because i know that it is very worth it to me.
i will count down the days till i get to see you again. until then, just know that i love you.
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