Saturday, April 20, 2013

a very unsatisfied desperate mind.

 
this may be void of beauty, and void of captivation, but it is the truth. the truth of what i believe.

why do we have to be so complicated? is it universal? this complication? this desperate mind? or is it a unique experience?

striving for the best, and knowing that everything is happening for a reason can keep you going. but it can also keep you at a very unsettling stand still. why do certain things have to happen? why did they have to happen at that exact moment in time? why couldn't it wait, why did it have to come at a time where everything gets messed up.

why are we given complications that stop all froward progress. why do we need to move backwards? didn't that previous state of mind already happen? didn't we already work our way through that? why do we need it again?

there is no simple answer. let me re-phrase that. there is no worldly simple answer. there is no way to describe how and why this happens. however, there is one simple answer. the one answer that keeps us all going. God.

as long as we keep our minds set on the right goal, the right perspective, the right God, we will all be fine. he is there for the ups and downs, he didn't just give them to us to conquer alone, with an empty heart and confused mind. he gave them to us to become stronger and learn, sometimes without the help of his logic or guiding hand.