unknown

 

 

 

the world is full of unknowns. there are quotes all written by an "unknown". our minds are full of unknowns. unknown possibilities. unknown ideas. unknown. it's an empty word, yet, it is a word full of everything and anything.

tonight my unknown is full. i want to write about something amazing. something beautiful. poetic. captivating. but my overflowing unknown is taking over. i don't know what to write to fulfill my need of the unknown. i don't know what to say to catch everone's attention. to make you want to keep reading.

i strive for perfection. i strive for imperfection. only because i am such a perfectionist. my perfection in imperfection is what is keeping me from writing what i am really thinking. i want it to be perfect, but know that it doesn't have to be. but the obsessive compulsive in me is taking over.

to fulfill my need i have decided to not write about my problems, or writing about things from the past, i have decided to just stick with what is amazing right now. here. and now. in this moment.

i love the tough life i live. i love the challenges i face. i love being busy. i love the friends i have made and continue to make. i love the fun things i do. and heck, sometimes i even love the boring things i do, because math can actually be fun.i love living with my brother, even if it sucks at the same time. i love the tough life i live.

"do not dwell in the past, do not dream of the future, concentrate the mind on the present moment".